Worst And Best Day
It’s crazy how life can be, I’ve noticed that some of the hardest days of my life😞 can also be the best ones😳. How so much pain in the morning⛈ can be channeled into the most powerful energy release🌟🌟🌟
Channeling all my pain to a good cause like speaking out🗣 against all the injustices in our world is one of the ways I heal and rid myself of my anger✊
On this day (august 28th, 2021), I was in Montreal staying at my mom’s place. I put up a boundary with her that she didn’t appreciate. She lost it & proceeded to call my estranged father who she’s been separated for over 30 years to tell him how I was hurting her and team up with him about me being such a difficult daughter
I felt so betrayed😡
I absolutely lost my shit, went all out screaming at her out of control even called her a bitch x3. My kids had never seen me that way, it was bad. It was my inner child letting a life time of rage loose🤬🤬🤬. I left with my whole body shaking, crying intensely😭😭😭 & screaming at the top of my lungs as I drove alone in my car😓
I had a big speaking event that day, my first one in my hometown and my first one on French. It was huge event, I didn’t think that I was going to be able to do it😒
I showed up my eyes full of tears🥺 and my heart full of anger😠 but …all that quickly dissipated as I saw the crowd that had showed up just for us😮. It was a nurse’s event😀…we got to march holding our banner at the front of the march and then I got to do my speech in French in front of about 20000 people😏…it was powerful💥, the crowd was loud, we brought them hope🕊. I feel shivers still when I think about it😌
This was one of those days where the rain turned into sunshine☀️….so much pain🤕 turned into so much power, love and so much hope❤️
I couldn’t appreciate it as much as I do now because the shadows of my childhood were haunting me then but I sure do appreciate it now😁.
I learned from that day and hopefully next time, I will be at least a little more able to enjoy the light that my darkness has brought into my life🤷🏻♀️.
We must find the courage to transcend our pain into something positive for ourselves and others. Never forget…the deeper the wounds, the higher the potential to become an unstoppable influential light warrior💫…
And if I can do it, so can you👊